Tuesday, May 30, 2006

the night before...the end...

sad tonight - it's been a great couple of days (that i didn't expect - great blessing to end on a good note)...tomorrow i leave for home...no way around it. it's really happening-can't deny it anymore. there's a bunch i should do tonight...but i can't make myself...don't know how i'm going to do it tomorrow either. i cried about leaving a lot last week...and this week i just feel numb. i guess it's sort of good to feel that way or else i probably would have never gotten anything done...but tonight i feel stuck and torn and confused and all that stupid stuff...maybe things will be better tomorrow...
gnite...
jc

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