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tonight i'm just having a tough time being me...

does that happen to everybody? does that even make any sense? (for once i don't even care if it does or doesn't)...

i've got to get back on track...i think i'm losing myself. this week i quit 'trying' (you know what i mean)...and it obviously hasn't gotten me anywhere. something needs to happen quick before i don't care anymore.

p.s. - prayer request...tomorrow dad goes for the first part of his cancer re-check deal. recent health issues and some other changes in him make the appointment kinda a big deal...at least to my mom and i...so yeah...if you wanna keep him in mind that'd be good...