Sunday, December 05, 2004

Failed Attempt At a Good Post

i don't really know what to say. earlier today i was looking forward to getting on here and updating....but right now i feel like things are falling apart. i thought maybe i could just sit here and write and things would be better...but i don't think i can put anything down tonight. i'll just say - the weekend ended up being some good family time...good memories. in the 4 hours i've been back here i feel like i've been run over(mainly roommate stuff). i just got back from a walk...it's pouring outside but i decided i needed time to "cool off" and think. in the end i decided that when you want to cry...but just can't start...it's good to walk in the rain and just feel it run down your face. maybe the story will come out tomorrow. for now...i think i'm going to go sleep on the couch.
- j

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